Ugh, this hit me hard. I'm so sorry you were treated like this by S, even more so when there was a STI involved. Can't say I'm surprised... His behaviour is a pattern I see everywhere - now.
I can recognise it now with the gift of hindsight and years of turmoil that changed me, but of course I couldn't recognise it while it was happening to me. The way you described it resonates so deeply, I was looking for men I could love and fix hoping that it would give me the love I never had.
My last bad relationship was 7 bloody years of tending to someone unwilling to change and grow together. Sometimes I look back and I feel somewhat sad and angry about that, about all those wasted years. Or were they wasted? If they didn't happen the way they did, I never would have gotten those lessons, I never would have gotten to the point where I was able to acknowledge my own needs and choose transformative love with a man who is committed to change and growth. There's no point in dwelling on what I went through or it will consume me and hinder me. The past is the past and the future is built today.
Your last paragraph is spot on and love like that does exist. Having a partner who is cherishing their own growth together with mine and looking forward to transform together is truly the most beautiful thing. We absolutely shouldn't accept anything less.
am tabitha from california.i want to about the good work of dr ezomo the great herbalist.i was a patient of genital herpes testify for good 3 years of pain and suffering i lost hope for everything about life one day i was surfing the internet i met comments about these great herbalist dr ezomo i decided to contact him he told me he can help i was surprise to hear that from him because internet is not a place to trust anymore he told what i need to do which i actually did but today am cured from that deadly virus i want you all to follow me thank dr ezomo for the great thing he has done in my life please if you found yourself in such situation please contact him via email; drezomospellhome@hotmail.com or contact me on tabithazachary@gmail.com
Ugh, this hit me hard. I'm so sorry you were treated like this by S, even more so when there was a STI involved. Can't say I'm surprised... His behaviour is a pattern I see everywhere - now.
I can recognise it now with the gift of hindsight and years of turmoil that changed me, but of course I couldn't recognise it while it was happening to me. The way you described it resonates so deeply, I was looking for men I could love and fix hoping that it would give me the love I never had.
My last bad relationship was 7 bloody years of tending to someone unwilling to change and grow together. Sometimes I look back and I feel somewhat sad and angry about that, about all those wasted years. Or were they wasted? If they didn't happen the way they did, I never would have gotten those lessons, I never would have gotten to the point where I was able to acknowledge my own needs and choose transformative love with a man who is committed to change and growth. There's no point in dwelling on what I went through or it will consume me and hinder me. The past is the past and the future is built today.
Your last paragraph is spot on and love like that does exist. Having a partner who is cherishing their own growth together with mine and looking forward to transform together is truly the most beautiful thing. We absolutely shouldn't accept anything less.
Thank you for this tender piece.
Thank u :)
am tabitha from california.i want to about the good work of dr ezomo the great herbalist.i was a patient of genital herpes testify for good 3 years of pain and suffering i lost hope for everything about life one day i was surfing the internet i met comments about these great herbalist dr ezomo i decided to contact him he told me he can help i was surprise to hear that from him because internet is not a place to trust anymore he told what i need to do which i actually did but today am cured from that deadly virus i want you all to follow me thank dr ezomo for the great thing he has done in my life please if you found yourself in such situation please contact him via email; drezomospellhome@hotmail.com or contact me on tabithazachary@gmail.com
Love love. So relatable, as always, and also your thoughts on LIB are EXACTLY mine, surprise surprise (not lol). xoxo ❤️💕
I am so grateful you wrote this. I have had a similar experience and your words are very healing. Thank you!
Wow, especially the last paragraph was so so powerful. Thank you for your words!